Tears

Dear Diary,
sorry to let you down again
Been washing my days with tears daily

firstly, bout what happen to me and my roommate
i do not wanna bring this public
neway, problem solved with them
now having normal life in the room again
keep my fingers cross
n hope they'll be more considerate!

solution: smile more to them and TAHAN lo~

secondly, of cz due to exam stress
i'm a person with exam stress very easily
other words
exam-phobia
lol
so every time before exam
sure i'll cry uncontrollable
at least an hour
and after my exam paper
again i'll cry uncontrollable again
cz knowing myself did not do very well
my statistics paper,
i terbalik the formula
damn stupid and i lost a lot of marks
due to panicky and stress
i'm not good at controlling personal emotion and stress
i'm a very very negative person
sigh~
not mentioning my chemistry paper
its even worst..!!
no hope i guess

solution: study more??? and how to be more positive??

thirdly, its bout me and him
we have been arguing non stop i could say
its really like everyday
last time, he's the one that kept sms me and i do not have the time to reply
we argued bout this before so i've decided to change for him
that is spend more time sms with him since we cant meet
besides sms, we seldom chat on the fon cz its expensive
even he bought a broadband
duno y where ever we wanna skype
the background damn noisy till we nidda argue again due to impatient character of us
who knows
he changed too
he change like the old time me
dun reply so frequent
and i'm the one sms he always
and i feel kinda disappointing too
whenever i post or write to him
what i get is his cold reply
kinda tired too being the one side putting effort
but what can i do
who call me love him so much
damn stupid me

fourth, i'm a kinda lonely person
i cant find any true heart friends to chat with eventually
passer by and hi 5 friends alot
but true friends, its really hard to find
when i'm unhappy
i cant find anyone to talk to
so crying is the best way to solve problem again.
do i have problems in my attitude?
do i treat friends badly till you all dun like me???

solution: No solution i think. i cant control it besides treating them better

ok.
enough of emo post
smile smile smile =)
wait, what's that on my hands?
its tears again

*pens off*

i need you
i need someone
do you know?