Diary #1

Dear Diary,
i believe
u're the only one that i can trust
its because blogs dun talk
by telling you, i believe it'll be better
than keeping myself in the heart
sometimes its really unbearable
the pain, the stress, the rhythm of my heart sobbing

life is hard?
dun you all agree?
2 days of happy days brings you a day of bitter
its fair actually but humans are greedy
i do hope to be a better person
a merrier and happier person
i've been crying for the pass few days
my tears were just like
flowing out non stop
exam stress, HIM, Friends
and of cz homesick

i was once a naughty girl
i dislike being home
there is a period
when i back home gonna start argue with my mum
but as years goes by
i do feel i became mature
in a sense of thinking
especially during form 6 n now
i appreciate them more
they are the ones that really there for you when u needed someone
i dun tell my problems to my mum
as i dowan her to worry
but she knows i got lotsa problem keeping inside me
she won force me to tell
but make me feel relieve in another way
thanxx mummy
but sometimes
its too long in the heart n u need a listening ear
and i know after i tell i must find a solution to settle it before my mum get panic as i'm not in the house now
she cant do anything to help me besides support
i remember what she told me
"dear,what can i do? can i call to your Uni and report to the teacher?"
i can just tell her is is uni, not school anymore
so they won bother i guess
neway, i reali appreciate her
at least, i know in her heart
i'm important

Love You The Most Mummy~



*pens off*

you want it this way
i'll give you this way