Friday, October 5

work loads

university life have been started for weeks
and now, i can feel the work load
the stress
but am just dun feel motivated!
the heart is just not there...

recently alot of things happened 
not a smooth one
one haven ended nicely
another one already pop up
ahhh~
how can i face such problem?

i am not a person can withstand all this piece of shit
i will break down very easy
and can get demotivated super easily!
for me
things should be simple, aren't they?
i dun like to use my butt brain to think
because once i think
i think alot 
i think over
might as well i just believe what i see with my eyes
judging sucks!!!
i dun like!

save me =(
me now in a very emo state
can things just turn back normally????
can things just run smoothly?
please!
why there are so many obstacles popping out!
whenever i thought its over
another issue came out
when i can finally like *PHEWWWwwww
another issue pop out and i was like
Oh My God!
when all this will come to an end?
how i be positive when all this shit keep coming?

someone please teach me!
i am just a simple girl
how can i make myself strong?
maybe i just wanna live in my world 
where i am forever a mama's princess?
but things does not seem to be like this
life is not easy!
can i dowana face all this???

somehow, i know i need to
things happen like this
does make me lose faith
are You here?
are You with me?
is this the punishment that i have?
=(

yes i am =(



Agree not more????




me love!
am motivated now!
thank you mr.Johnny Depp!
hehe
and thank you Lord
i know somewhere, you make me fall
make me cry like a baby
make me fall when i thought everything is okay
but You make me realise earlier and learn
Thank You, Jesus.
i know You Love me!

L.Cherry

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