obstacles obstacles =(

recently

whatever i do

there is sure a fall

i thought its over

so i stood back up

and i fell again

why is there always a period of time where i have to face such shit?

idiotic =(

so sien d when nidda face all this obstacles

last time i am a person that accept challenges 

the harder the stronger i am

but now y am i so weak?

abit abit i fall and it hurts me deeply

i dun know why =(

how come i can change into such useless person

i miss the old Lavi

where are you?

can i act stronger and stop counting on others?

Lavinia stop me a coward or dumb ass!

please stand up

and i am acting to be happy even though i worry like shit

why i care?

making myself unhappy just to satisfy other people's life's needs

that is not what life is all about. right?

i really had enough of life!!!

can you please turn it back to smooth sunny days?

cloudy also i am ok. 

raining i still can accept but not Storm with lighting!!!!

that is scary and i duno how to move forward!!!!!

i wish someone can understand me

is there anyone?

from the sincere heart is there for me?

=(

i dowana be alone

L.Cherry