not easy

life is forever not easy
its so hard like shit
but i know
god invented challenges
god makes hardship
for human beings to learn
to grow, to adapt, to change
and to able to survive under these conditions
although i know
my current situation is not as bad as i thought
but i d feel its hard
to make decision

but i should feel fortunate already
the japan ppl are suffering there
i should feel fortunate already
being here in malaysia
country free from natural disaster currently
lets put our hands together
and pray for them
i believe each person a prayer,
its enough to make our God touched by our unity
God created disaster
sure there's a motive behind it
we nations should be united
stay strong people..!!!!

and to me
i need to stay strong too
for my future
relationship things should be dumped aside
but i cant control my mind...!!!
you? you? you? or you?
or all of you i oso dowan..!!
single life...!!!!!
agree???
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh~
i duno..

its reali good that once a door is close
another door is open
but this time
its at the wrong timing
sigh~
lord, what you wan me to do?
please give me guidance k?
i need you in me
i believe in you.

*pens off*

you or you????????
i'm insane
or i wanna keep both? haha