Lies

what's the point of a relationship
when it is filled with all your lies
filled with all your empty promises
what's the point of being together?
what's the point of me continue trusting you?
what's the point of me maintaining this relationship?
u hide things from me
do you know whenever i found out
the pain caused is 200 times more than you telling me the truth?
at least i knew it from you
not from anyone else
what's the point of you hiding?
because y did something betraying our love?
because u did things against our promises?
so that i won be unhappy?
do you know after i found out
i'll be more unhappy
even heart broken?

should i trust you?
should i?
who are you?
you're just like a devil
controlling my emotions
you can make me feel sweet like hell
but you can also make me depress like shit
FML
last time i'm the devil
but now its like up side down
i'm the 1 being controlled by you this devil
what should i do?
should i continue trust you?
shoud i continue be with you?
i reali duno.
who are you?
are you still the same person that i know?
are you still the guy that i know for the pass 2 years?
how come you change after going into uni?
why izit that scary?
why isn't there trust anymore?
why there's only lies?

*pens off*

i'm afraid
left to end
right to continue
i'm lost
please lead me