jealous

what's the feeling of you
when you found out that
your partner
intends to neglect your sms, calls or FB chat
but seeing them replying others's chat or sms

what's the feeling of you
seeing them having discussion with coursemates
but the person sitting opposite or beside them is not us?

what's the feeling of you
seeing them go out till so late at night
yum cha outings
but we are not the ones that accompany them?

i know
that's a strong feeling of jealousy
as i'm a sensitive person
i get jealous damn easily
i get angry n sensitive damn easily.
sigh~
but girls do jealous right??
esp in a group of boys and girls

trust doesnt mean i dun jealous.
jealous doesnt mean i dun trust
but will learn to get through it
lord, please give me strength and patience k?

*pens off*

jealous not because i'm controlling
but because i love u more than i can say.