H-O-U-R

duno wanna give what title to my post
recently all is also emo post
ok i want my smile back ok?
i miss my smile
i miss the old me
i miss the old us
i miss the old times

i dowana grow up
i dowana grow old
i dowana face the reality
which is cruel
and i dowana face the fact
that things change
people change
You changed

but time goes on
we walk our lives
no matter how hard is it
still need to walk the journey
the journey
filled with stones
sometimes there are stones that are sharp
that will hurt you till you bleed
but there are also times
the stones are round and comfortable to walk on
these are wonderful experience
treasure it
it makes you grow up
bit by bit

i cried for an hour plus
have not been that heart broken
the words he used
he said
i'm totally broken
remain unfixed
my heart felt pain
the pain is unbearable
i cried till my voice turns coarse
till i do not have tears anymore
only my heart left crying
deep inside me

hoping that he'll read my blog sometimes
but i know he won
once my friend told me
you deserve a better one
the stubborn me
choose to remain
and no one to blame for current pain
i chose this way of life

an hour
change alot too
we chatted happily
he pamper me like old times
i dun hope its temporary
i dun hope it'll stop
i need these
to keep on going
i need you
to keep me walking
izit a dream?

i wanna be as strong as her
from a very pretty girl
after being burnt
she's no longer the natural her
but she's brave enough
to stand up
in front of the world
that's her- Selina
i cried when i watched the video posted in you tube
she's brave to face people
i hope i have the courage to do so
all the best to you Selina

*pens off*

i do not have the confidence
on you
on us
on myself