am i over?

what do you all think about me?
do i have bad personality?
am i over acting?
treating you?

i act over,
because i care.
i care more,
because i'm worry
i control,
because i love u

but looks like i'm over controlling
i force you to sms with me
i force you to call me
i force you to do things

do you know?
your simple surprise call makes me smile whole day
your simple caring text msg turns my mood on
your mms is enough to make me smile during class
while people thought i'm insane
i dun care cz its you
but you'll only know how to do it when i told you to do so
like "can mms me your current pic, i miss your look"
"call me can"
"Why not replying me?"
i'll mms whenever i feel i wanna do so
cz i miss you
but you?
u did not.
i send pic to you
hoping you'll reply one
but NO.
why i always nidde be the one request?
why i always nidda take the 1st move?
i feel myself so C____ to do so.
imma annoying B***H.

i wanna control my love to you
i wanna control my miss to you

i dowana send all these text message anymore
i'll wait for you
not wait but i won put hope on it
Lavinia please see the situation ok?

*pens off*

disappointment conquers my heart
aches everywhere throughout the body
just because i love you too much
i'm not me anymore