Temporary

after having a day of happiness
seeing him reply messages
calling me bau bei
tellng me he love me
giving me promises that he gonna go kl with me
but is this all temporary?
i wonder again

1 day of happiness
another day of suffer again
not replying messages
not answering calls
finally after 6 something
he sms me
i hope he did not lie to me
but i knew something
still waiting for confirmation
i hope its myself thinking too much

i'm unhappy again
did not eat anything again
2ml start exam again
wish me luck
i know i should put which as priority
but sorry i cant do it
its just so hard
but thanxx for the people who concern
mei yee, yik mun, sook ling and sook wai
thx alot
i was so touched by your concern.!
but i start hating myself
for not being strong
for being so useless in solving my personal problem
i'm sorry if i made you all dissapointed
i just hope to get what i want in my life

*pens off*

对不起我必须拒绝你
我不想骗你
原谅我