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he replied
asked me to give up
dun love him so much
but i reali cant
today is a day where i cried for him the most
after i thought i'm emotionally stable
but i breakdown again
4 times
crying in my friend's room
crying in my friend's car
crying by the staircase
crying in front of him
crying in my own room
chatting with my aunt on the phone
after talking to her
still family is the best cure
but hoping her not to tell my mum yet
i still wanna give my last try
to save this relationship

yee khee accompanied me for the whole afternoon
and its a pillow talk and ya
i felt much better
although i'll still think of you
when i think of you my heart ache
but at least i'm not crying animur
i'm happy to have her to accompany me
she sacrifice her movie just to accompany me chat
thanxx alot dear
tonight i gonna sleep with her
first time without GB
i nidda learn already
but i hope u'll be by my side once again
there are too many habits and changes of you influencing my life
its so hard to forget you
but how could you do this to me?

he is not replying my msg again
i can just only wait
wait for his reply
i hope he won give up on me
but the probability is 20% only i think
but i'll give my last try
please wait me until i'm back to ipoh again
i'll prove to you that i can change for you

*pens off*