4 hours

must me wondering why my title is 4 hours
dear diary,
i've been crying for 4 hours just now
sorry that i have failed you again

i've been trying very very hard
to make us be together again
but he keep on pushing me to other guys
say i'll meet other better guys
so wat i'll meet other guys
even he's better
he is not you ok?
i know our life are different
but i believe we can go through all this
impossible there'll be couple that totally dun argue at all
seriously
i just kept trying
trying to bring him back to my side
please give me strength
please give me support
one more thing
pls dun angry bout what i did
i cut my wrist
not to threaten him
but to let myself know where's the limit
for myself to know
reali
please dun scold me please
u all might think i'm stupid
but this is the only way to make myself clear
what i'm doing
its just a small 1 so dun worry
its not deep at all but its the internal that hurts

*pens off*