~Lonely~

its after trials...
i guess everyone should be happy relaxing their minds after being exhausted for such long time...
but me?
tried to celebrate...
but celebrating it with my tears...

during exam...
cant believe my maths...
12 ques i only can do 1..
others all just guess and simply apply formula...
and on the spot...
non stop crying...
d regret did not study well...
d regret study last minute yet cant finish...
d regret did not really put effort during lower 6...
now d cant catch up... T.T

at night...
i was really lonely...
no sms...
no people accompany...
house empty...
only tears with me...
for almost 2 hours...
finally i know how to spell it...
L-O-N-E-L-Y
until miracle happens...

Miracle...
now...
i really believe in Miracles...
when i'm at the peak of loneliness...
i thought a lot...
wondering if they will become true...
One of it did became true...

my hp rang...
its his caller picture...
huh??
how come his back???
ask him to accompany me..
he agreed...
as he knew i'm crying...
we chatted like old times...
really happy chatting with him...
for the mean time...
i forget how to spell S-A-D...
after the one hour talk...
i can feel laughter...
d feel much better...
a lot better...
really thanxx a lot...
i dun hope u'll just appear during raining season k??
haha...
"remember take care of yourself too..."
"you are not that strong..."
XD
thanxx for the night...
appreciate it lotz!...
or else...
guess i'm still emo-ing by now...
*hugz*

tears...
please dun flow down easily k?
i'll be strong...
will try not to be a kiddo anymore ^^

*pens off*