💋 Lavigraphy💋

what happen to me recently

alot of things happened

so much things until i'm so tired of explaining myself 

tired of things that happen day by day

i dun really know how to write them in words

but it does hurt alot

make me feel life is so shitty!

i hate my life so much~

last time i love my life,

i do what i wanted to

without the need to worry anything else to happen

but now

making any step

i need to worry this i need to worry that

pleasing people around

why i just cant be mean?

why i just cant make the decision of what myself wanted?

being afraid of the surroundings

decide this, afraid making this unhappy

choose that, it won be happy for both sides

keep on explaining, explaining and explaining

why life has so many challenges

why life has so many up and down

why you just cant plan or decide for what u urself wanted?

worrying about what people think or comment

pleasing people all around

i'm tired being such person

why i just cant do what i want?

why i nidda be restricted???

ahhh~!

i want back my freedom!!!!

i want back my life!!!

i wan back my happiness!!!!!!!