💋 Lavigraphy💋

okay

kinda emo right now

but this time, i know what i'm emo of

i dislike the feel of not being appreciated.

for all the commitment given

all the time used

lol

it just like throwing something into the big sea

and its just gone like this

currently, facing this type of emotions

Damn it

btw, its october people

having not such a great start makes me feel sick of my life

it wan once a very comfortable place but for now, i dun feel it anymore

all i can feel is pressure, and comparing

okay

so i've decided to stay not so active in this community

since its a new month, so it should be a new decision

i may seem not loyal to you

but its wrong

i'm still me, You are still You

i still sing for you

maybe time consume abit lesser

and the place might change

having studies as my priorities

you are still my only saviour

felt being left out
and its looks like the only one

maybe cz i'm not giving much enough??

they gave even more..

LOL

financially, i cant give much that's true

i'm not rich

i only have 300 per month

now, wid rental n petrol

how i survive?

i reali duno

based on my salary worked last few months

and for sure its not enuf to cover for this sem

but all is well =D

not about the position i want

not about the pay back i want

but the appreciation

but then, i think since decision made,

just follow ba

surely is the devil's deed i know

haha

neway, stay happy is the most important..!!!

just follow what i wanna do..!!

free for life =D

=D

alright...

back to study now

felt so much better after i blog out

wootss..!!!!

yeah, mentally i'm not ready for anything..

so leave me alone

once committed, i'll sustain till the very end

leaving doesnt mean i dun love

just that i'll feel its not worthy to spend half of my week there already.

you have others as well

losing me won make any big deal

or maybe its even better???

lol

only they know

till then ~

With love,

Lavinia