Pretend

do you all believe

if you all know lesser things around

the world will be even much better?

we can live happier?

we can live without thinking so much things?

i've learnt to let go

haha

you all can doubt me

cz i duno i really let go

or just pretend that i dun care

i really duno

but now i know is

knowing lesser,

i'll feel happier

i duno izit consider as lying to myself

but this is the way,

i pamper myself

knowing too much ugly truth

will only make us feel insecure,unhappy

even feeling stressful and dissapointed of life

so this is my way of being happy

i hope i'm doing right =)

tell me what are your ways to make you all feel happy

i wanna learn some other ways =)

i rather people tell me the truth

no matter how ugly it is

before i know it myself

cz its gonna be awful and hurt

from your mouth, i can still be considerate and understand

accept it and learn to be more kind hearted

haha (Kononnya) =)

but if i knew you were hiding,

and i knew it myself.

i really will feel hurt

and its kinda painful leh~

because you dun trust me

dun tell me this is to prevent argue

dun tell me this is to help me for not thinking too much

if you dowan me to think so much

let me know everything

i mean EVERYTHING

to let me feel secure

kinda shaky now~

haha

just tell me k?

dun like me, tell

you hate me, tell

dislike my attitude, tell

if you love me, tell me too =)

you wanna unfriend me, tell too

but gimme a reason too at least

so that i will try to change

if i can to be a better me

and to forgive me, and be a better me

anyhow, just dun hide.

please =)

*pens off*

no matter how ugly it is

just tell me

i'm yours, i'll be considerate to accept all

no matter how awful it is

the only way of not making me think too much

is to tell me all

update me to make me feel i'm being remembered

to let me share with you

dun make me worry

no worry, no untrust, no emo

that's what we call happy =)