IMY

my life
has reach the maximum of boredom
currently i'm working as a promoter
at the old place again
i'm bored
working there
eventually
not much thing to do also
so i decided to bring my phone inside
its a risk
sigh~
but do you know?
even i bring i phone inside
also no one to text with me
lol
who i hope for the most
does he know?
who i want the most
i bet he know as well
neway,
i appreciate those that texted with me
maybe i might sound annoying
keep bothering you all to text with me
but i really appreciate alot
thanks to you all for accompanying me
texted with me
be with me when i needed someone else

i'm not greedy
i just want half an hour from you in a day
can i?
u told me u're tired
so i told him not to text
in order to save energy and rest more
but he told me he went out pool with his friends
lol
what am i again?
annoying gf?
i feel so lo
even you dun say, i feel so oso lo
maybe ur actions proven me that i AM
haha

nevermind, i'm learning to be patient
learning not to wait for your reply
learning not to wait for you to accompany me
i know its hard
everyday, its still tears
tears that accompany me to bed
but i believe i can overcome it
if you cant change,
then i change lo

i dowan this relationship to end
cz i love you
i hope i can change
stop being your annoying gf
so people, please come and distract me
haha
currently i need distraction again
wonder how i gonna survive in sabah
sigh~
but i really miss you
its not abit
but alot

that kind of dissapointment
when you look at the phone
but none of the message of your love ones
then you'll tell yourself, maybe its just awhile
he busy doing stuff only
but if hours like that
its kinda saddening
its like being forgotten =(
i hate this feeling
but whenever he text me,
i'll feel sad also
eventually, cried as well
of cz, not letting him know

please, i wanna be strong
i wanna be a patient person
but no matter how patient am i
i still cant lie to myself
i miss you
i typed the message
but at the moment i wanna send to you
i'll delete it
i dowana bcum annoying
i rather i suffer myself there
i also dowana cause you moody
whenever you moody, i'll be very afraid
duno i shud text you anot
sked i'll make you feel even worst

i'm sorry for being useless
i miss my happy life
i want back my happy life
i want i want i want...!!!!

*pens off*

the level of missing you
its going up
reaching the tip of 101 taipei
=)
but i'll keep to myself
not telling you
i miss you