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bloggie..!!!
did u miss me?
sorry for abandoning you for such a long time
imma bad blogger
hehe
will try to update you as much as i can
so that you will not have spider webs k?
so now
let me clean your spider webs first

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done..!!
its clean now
but sorry my dear bloggie
i gonna flood you with emo post again
i really wanted to post happy stuff up
but recently there is really nothing happy for me to post on
the only happy thing is that i found something
haha
will keep this aside first
this is not the point
lol

back to the emo post
of course
its about me and him again
seriously
we have broke up for times just in a week
ok
and i'm the one that cant let go again
whether its worth it anot
i really duno
but what i know is
if i let him go
my suffering life gonna come back
just like last sem
i cant forget that horrible week
my life is so lost
aimless, helpless and i'm such a useless person
and i wanna work hard to chase for something that i love
if i did not work hard
and i just lose it
i will blame myself for not working hard
i will blame myself for letting you go
i will blame myself for giving up us
i still trust you

but cant you just notice
that the things you are doing
is just like stabbing a knife directly into my heart?
i'm really hurt
every morning i need to face this kind of emotions
it affects my whole day mood
when only you'll become back the last hubby that i know for 2 years?
when only you'll treat me like how you treat me for the pass years?

2 years cant compete with 3 months..??
what am i doing???
i still love you
do you?

*pens off*

my broken heart
the only medicine is you
can i still trust you?