Finals

finals will be held 3 weeks
the ums people planned my timetable so well
first week, calculation part.
statistics, econs and chemistry
second week, memorizing part
titas, conservation biology and baktisiswa(my coco)
final week, memorizing again
database, english for research purpose, titas and ethics
includes more PPIB courses for this week

already have my first paper over
did not do very well
due to panic
i used that formula wrongly
1st question 20 marks gone 16 already
not including those back part where i am not sure of my answers
duno how shit im gonna be in
cried badly when i check the solutions
but cry will not change my answers
but i still prefer crying
its the best way of expressing and relieving besides screaming
that's me
cry whenever i have the opportunity
i do not mind letting people see my crying face
its not that bad actually =)

i'm not a strong girl
from the outside maybe
in front people
i do always take the lead
and it depends on condition
this is because
if i dun lead, who will?
how can i count on them to get things done?
rather do it on my own
as for i'm quite a responsible i guess *Self praising* =)
if its outdoor or hands on activities
i dun mind =)
but if its concerning study wise
sorry la
i'll just stay back and listen
hehe
am not a intelligent people on teaching people
i know my value kay???

currently studying chemistry
paper starts at 2pm tomorrow
wonder how i gonna die
have never pass chemistry exam in my life!
i do not hope to retake
in another word
i hope to retake so that it won pull my cgpa down
dilemma again
let god leads the way i guess

during exam period i really look damn ugly =(

the most thing i hate. growing pimples which is so damn big and it hurts
and i dunno how to press it. wish you were here to help me =(

really studying d ok? haha and its chemistry ^^

*pens off*

Gambateh everyone!!!
after this, i'm FREE!!!