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dear diary,
i don't know what post title to be written for my current post
its a mix emotion post
there is happiness and there is also confuse and sadness
sorry to make my blog an emo blog
but i prefer blogging while i'm emo
this is because blog is the best way
to express my feeling
no fear making other people unhappy
no need afraid my blog gonna scold me for being dum
no need afraid of teasing
blog is the best listener

recently, whn i feel emo
i just love to blog
the first thing i wanna do whn i'm emo
not wanting to find who to talk to
but posting it in a blog
i duno why
it became a habit of mine ^^
dear readers,
please bear with all my emo post ya ^^

i duno my current status yet
whether single or in a relationship
IDK
lol
but i'm not available
that's what i know
why i duno my own status
erm erm erm
mayb i and him just not that stable yet
although we text like normal
but i duno whether we're consider stable yet or not
sometimes its sweet\
sometimes i'm afraid
sometimes i worry
sometimes i can just cry silently

waiting for his reply
make me heart attack @.@
afraid he is angry
afraid myself blur blur make him angry
always worry
sometimes its sweet
sometimes its bitter
but i choose this
i will stay on
until it reach my limit
but i'm kinda dissapointed
when he'll push me to other guys
if i prefer other better guys
i will not stick to you ok??
chin yip lin
please be clear that i oni love u ok???
dun ask me to find other guys!!!
blek XP

*pens off*

i'll pray that day to come faster