without my family
my dear my friends
spend whole nite in the room
watching series forgetting the pain
the loneliness in foreign place
watching movie
a way to forget loneliness
forced to watch
to forget the paini dislike
being dump by trustable fren
reason- different kg.
too far so wat so wat
fine
saw pic of them playing lanttern n candles
bt lucky tat i din go
there r ppl tat i duno
go there might cause their mood down
god loves me
so
plan goin out to have dinner
5.30 planned.
text A n she agreed
text B did not reply
last min around 6.45pm
i called up
she answered
telling me her fon was charging
n i texted her twice
thn telling me she dowana gook fine
texted A telling her about it
expected
she dowana go adi
plan ruined
my oni hope to not so feel loneliness
R U I N E D!
angry.
bt tears rolling down
dunno y
luckily hubby called me
knowing i'm in a bad conditionaccompanied me for half an hour
listening to my cries
my madness n complaints
his patience
his mind
thking ways to make me smile once more
fortunately i still have him
ILY
after sometime
mum called
expectedcried on the fon again
i miss home
HOMESICK is suffering
no hapiness no laughter
home alone
looks like its hard to suit here
can i do it?
i nid determination.
can i make it?
can i go back to the sea? i dowana be alone here
*pens off*
is finding new friends
do you all willing to be my friend?
do you all willing to be my friend?
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