~What?~

reading some article that makes me sad once again...
friendship of few years...
its not strong...
it'll blown down by wind easily....
n our hearts are apart...
no mur hi...
no mur byes....
its like the end of the friendship...

actually...
i feel its misunderstanding between us...
u feel that i'm fake...
i'm the fake one spreading rumours...
btw...
what v gossip is spreaded by other ppl...
i dun hv such time making stories on u...
not worth it...
wtf!!
use ur brain think n c...
if it is rumours...
people won believe...
they'll deny n help u say gud words...
bt u noe what?
everyone feel so jz that they do not dare to mention out...
that doesn't mean that ur attitude is no problem...
that doesn't mean everyone agree 2 what u've done...
u won noe that even ur closest fren betray you...
open ur eyes big big n c la...
some ppl may treat u gud from d outside...
internally they're scolding u!!!

i realy dun und y m i fake...
izit cz i say i feel sad...
feel being cheated by friends...
or spreading rumours outside???
a person who wanna gain pity frm other ppl...
oh please~
i dun nid those...
its not apart of my life...
ish~
if i'm fake...
those ppl tat hate u alot...
bck stabbing u behind...
but they still can laugh n smile in front of u...
who r them???

this is d last time i will say this...
everythg that v gossip 2gether is being spreaded by other ppl...
v jz discuss, laugh n of cz...
HATE if tat person cheated other ppl's feelings...
who u thk u r 2 play wid other ppl's feelings...
v r not ur toys!!!

everyone won wanna voice out...
cz they won wanna argue wid u...
they noe they'll lose...
they noe their mouth cant fight wid ur mouth...
they rather bear everythg...
telling to ppl wid d same thoughts...
but dun voice out doesn't mean they din feel so...
doesnt mean they dun HATE you...
jz tat i'm d 1 tat can show everythg on face...
if i like...
i'll talk wid u...
if i hate, dun tot of me chatting wid u...
that's me....

mayb...
that's ur way of communicating wid other ppl...
u feel its frm ur true heart...
bt actually, u're annoying other ppl...
mayb tat's d nature u...
cant help it...

treat ppl gud...
did u???
did u listen 2 explanation b4 u argue or scold some1??
u din...
did u ever tot of treating other ppl nice?
u din...
erm... mayb...
but wid a wrong way...
did u ever noe tat talking loudly cant gain respect??
u din...
did u ever thk tat being unfair can let ppl hate u??
u din...
mayb u did...
but this is what i noe from them...
U DIN!!!

what i wanna say i d say out...
mayb u feel i'm lowering ur quality by saying untrue thgs again...
i dun mind...
i'm jz speaking 4 others...
those tat dun dare 2 voice out...
true or untrue u oni noe...
but i dun really wanna comment animur...
its reali tiring...
but i nidda thank u...
4 making me grow up...
making me noe d nature of dis true world...

if u ask me whether i regret meeting u...
mayb its a yes...
unhappy thgs happen...
n i lose a fren like u..
mayb its a no...
cz thr r happy moments spent 2gether...
n u grow me up...

*pens off*