~Touched~

i've spent dis whole morning reading blogs...
read someone's blog...
i was touched by their relationship...
they've been together for more than 2 years...
and its all hardship...
going through together...
holding hands...
bonds holding strong between each other...
and they manage to go through everythg...

maybe i'm just envy...
i did not appreciate my relationship...
he's already treating me very good...
but i still want more...
more from him...
need him to change cz of me...
alwiz make him feel guilty cz he feel he is not gud enuf...

# i'm sorry hubby~ #
# Bau bei gonna change k? #
# i will learn to be not so selfish anymore... #
# i will change for you... #
# Appreciate you more... #
# u're the Mr.Someone that plays a very important role in my life... #

durin this critical stage...
u're the one being with me...
having sleepless night cz afraid that i'll awake middle of the night to study..
alwiz wanna keep me accompanied...
when i'm tired...
u're massage reali comfort me...
accompany go yum cha at night 2 help me de-stress...
using some of ur study time to accompany me...
but i've not been appreciating it...
i just feel...
its ur job to do so...
i'm sorry hubby~

seeing hubby unhappy my heart breaks too...
being moody cz of some prob...
i'll feel uneasy too...
mayb our soles being together...

little devil in harry's heart...
little angel in lavi's heart....
forever won be appart....
Love u, hubby~
forgive bau bei k?
reali feel myself damm bad...
only u can tahan lurh...
i thk... lol
Hope our love can reach Infinity!!
Muaxx!

all i want is a happy ending..
trying hard to be a better bau bei!!
a better person!!!
muaxx~

*pens off*