~Hopeless~

i already feel myself hopeless...
life is aimless...
life is meaningless...
i feel its so far from me...
what will my future be...
i wonder...

studies...
cant catch up...
i wanna study...
put my heart in it...
but everytime there is sure some problem...
either is overslept or laziness....
i already had enough of those feelings...
started to feel myself useless like SHIT...
ish~

cant stand my laziness...
cant stand fake people in school...
cant stand those study pressure....
cant stand idiot people that annoys me....
cant stand myself not improving...
cant stand myself having the thoughts of giving up....
cant stand everything of LaviNia!!!!!!

izit the end of the world???

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

help me please...
i'm waiting..
damn emo now T.T

*pens off*