57 days left...
started to feel the pressure in my mind...
the feeling of fear...
the feeling of failure...
the feeling of being dumb by friends...
the feeling of cant catch up my studies...
the feeling of cant finish study...
and the feeling of myself destroying my own future...
all this feeling really terrify me alot...
but its already too late to catch up for this trials...
all i can just do is put more effort in my real examination...
when my friend text me and say...
"i can see u'll shine with 4 flat"...
OMG~
dissapointed of myself...
i already should be thankful where my 4 flat = 4 passing...
not 4 distinction...
people work hard...
spending more than 6 hours to study...
cause they dowan their future ruin...
cant imagine how's my life gonna be...
cant enter uni???
working after form 6???
i have no idea...
eventually...
dun dare to think also...
it will just frighten me...
i'm scared~
*pens off*
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