~Retaking MUET~

seeing d topic above...
sigh~
nidda retake my MUET jz b4 my stpm exam...
WAT???
R u Goin nuts??
this is all my fren n senior d reaction...
it will seroiusly affect ur stpm!!!
oh gosh~
under dilemma 4 3 days...
finally...
still decided 2 reatake dis stupid exam...

i get a band 3...
i did not chked myself...
gave my ic 2 my fren n he checked 4 me...
read his msg at 2am in d morning...
i was tired till cant lift my head up bt jz went bck 2 sleep...
most of my frens scored band 4...
kinda envy actually...
cz 4 my standard of english...
i shud get at least a lower band 4...
my MUET teacher was so shocked whn she noe tat i get a band 3...
"oh my god lavinia, wat happen 2 u..."
"i expected you 2 get a band 5"
"u still owe hw many marks 2 band 4?"
so many ques...
i admit...
i do not reali feel tat i'm a band 3 holder...
at least a band 4 will do...
damm it...
now i nidda retake dis exam...
i'll aim band 5 dis time...
although i noe d possibility is not high~ >.<

whn i get my transcript...
i still owe 6 marks 2 band 4...
reali DamM it....
dissapointed of myself...
i wrote my essay out of topic...
n i jz empty my obj last 10 ques tat carries omos 30 marks!!!
cant finish it on time...
n my lousy speaking...
cant even speak well as my whole body was shaking as i'm nervous...
i cant repeat these mistakes animur...
nidda improve...
cant mek my teachers n mummy down...
GambaTeh!!!
thanxx 4 my muet teacher, ms.mindi n friends...
they brought me out of my dilemma...
undergoing dilemma is reali suffering!!!
aikss~ >.<
gonna start preparing d n i won repeat those mistake animur!!

P/S:God pls help me... give me strength n courage 2 face all challenges k?

*pens off*